And I'm hiding behind a shield of ignornace

Your poison as sweet as candy

But I won't be your consistant friend anymore

Summer has been amazing, yet it is a bittersweet feeling because I know that I will never see some of these people again. Its odd to reminisce over my high school years and remember all the relationships and journeys that I went through. To go further, its odd to acknowledge that it is all over now. I'm hoping for a last regenerating hoorah, going to Graceland to be specific, to end my high school years with an amazing experience. I'm sure this isn't going to happen, so my last hoorah is spending the time I have w/ people I care about. Though the people I really care about, I'm def going to stay in touch and visit them. For everyone else, this is your last chance. Make it good. lol. I would create plans or goals for the future right now but as I have learned through high school, things don't always work out like you think they would. I have ideas and I'm excited to venture them, but for now I will embrace summer and embrace life. I'll celebrate the time I have w/ all of you and anticipate the college life. Peace.

The pain and frustration is taking its toll

So I'll board the ship and sail away

The fear of taking the next step is holding me back

The only thing that keeps me going is the gust of the wind

But the wind is changing its course

And bringing me back home

No matter how hard I try to pull away

The breeze brings me back to where I belong

You can hide behind the slang words
The quick tale lies and the sacred booze

And blame it all on the corrupted world

Trying to sail far away from who you used to be

But the wind is changing its course

And bringing me back home

No matter how hard i try to pull away

The breeze brings me back to where i belong

I am dying for summer to come. I'm sick of the cold weather, and sick of not being able to go to the park and do w/e cus its so freakin cold.

Summer is my refuge, i love it. The hot weather, the barbeques and pool parties, the football/basketball/soccer/tennis etc in the front yard or at a park, and especially all the vacations and stuff. Though, this summer is going to be different than all the other ones. This summer is my last summer to be a high schooler. Sad, i know. Last time to go to all the amazing church camps, unless i decided to be a wicked awesome counselor. This summer I'm going to spend as much time w/ my friends as possible. Psh I'll hardly be able to see them after i go to college, so I'm gonna soak it all in. My friends rock, they're amazing. Everyone should be jealous of how amazing my friends are.

Summer, please come back NOW. I miss you.

oh and news of the week! I am ranked numero 10 outta 5 states in tennis! woooo!